Late night sleeps

So ever since i've ended my Poly in March (although i only officially graduated 2 weeks back hahaha), my body clock have slowly been really crazy over the past 3 months that sleeping at 3/4am is actually my new 1/2am. That's really bad man.

2 weeks back i will actually wake up around 3-5pm because there's this period i'm not occupied with anything so it was like eat sleep laze repeat. Literally man. Hahahaha. It is pretty relaxing and just pure laziness.

Well, i've started exercising a week or so back and i'm glad my stamina is still up there for all my 30mins run. Hahaha. The feeling of the aftermath never fail to make me feel so good about myself!

I've started my workouts on flexibility stretchings and also squat and some handstands and arm exercises too. I haven't been doing all these favourites for months and i feel sorry for myself because i'm a person that has no full discipline and that's just upsetting. :(

Due to those, i've gone smaller in size, because my muscles i used to make in the gym are all gone. MY SEXY FAVOURITE PERKY A$$ IS GONE TOO, POOF NO MORE. I'm legit sad!!! As mentioned in one of my instagram post, i do check my ass out every single day without fail and to see the change, getting smaller, is like WHAT THE FUCK MANDY FUCK YOU GO DO SQUATS BITCH. Hahahahaha. So yes, starting all over again.

At least i didn't quit but starting over each time isn't any better too. Like why the fuck won't you want to finish what you started? Like once and for all, get it done and over with! Yea. Totally hate this whole process but who can i blame? Me lo, who else. Pfft.

Discipline is really the key to it and i just need to find one way or the other to really get myself together and do this shizzlezzz man. FTS. ugh................

All i need to fucking do is to program it into my body with will like how is that difficult, Mandy?! Just 1 hour of your 24 hours a day is all it takes!!!!!!!!! :'''''(

No point crying over spilled milk, they said
Let the actions do the talking, they said
I'm gonna sleep now, i said hahahaha goodnight party peopleeeeeeeee.

Oh. Apparently it's Wednesday and i'm not partying lolol. k bye.

Another chance would be great

After so many years, you just popped out of my mind, out of nowhere from no one nor things that remind me about you. I really wish i wasn't that crazy 5/6 years back when we were talking.
I could've really get to know you better or more, or rather should've done those during our long chats. Sigh. But years have flew by and i still know that you are just the mysterious guy that i ever known that i talked to for so damn long.

Like who are you?
Proud Unijiro. WHO?

Heck do i even know whether the name is real or were you even real.
At least i know that Kiss The Rain was the realest among whatever happened years back.

Hahaha oh well..... :)