Sick Humandy #geddit

Sleep as much as you can, the completely sleepless nights are on their way.

I don't usually fall sick easily but when i do, I feel so terrible. I've been ill since Saturday and i'm not recovering, even if i did another sick pops out. :(

Started out with fever, back ache and a really bad pounding headache, the fever subsided then a new friend, sore throat came about. Swallowing saliva is the last thing i want to do because it hurts like a bitch. I don't even wanna talk man. Headache is still on off which has cause me to be woken up in the middle of the night. Did i mention that i hate to be woken up at such ungodly hours? _|_ Why? I have a tendency to feel very scared and will shed a drop or two. It's as if i was forced to wake up but yet no. Ah, it's just weird and i hate it.

Last night, i woke up at 4am and 6am. Woke up with another new friend which comes in double, cough with phlegm. Fuck this shit man. May i recover fast so i wn't be stuck at home too. Been lazing around at home doing nothing but drinking up hell loads of water till i feel so bloated but for the sake of my throat i have to. Eating is also something you find a hassle besides the biting but the fucking swallowing. As much as i like to be sick ONLY BECAUSE people says you will freaking lose weight but it never ever happens to me, i still feel the same. Hahahaha fml.

The other night i woke up at 5am because my throat felt so terrible, i sat alone in the kitchen was feeling quite miserable and scary actually. Thank god i found honey and sucked 2 spoonful of it and also down 3 bottles of cold water. Headed back to my room and it suddenly felt so damn cold, i wrapped myself like a burrito so tightly and covered half my face. I never felt so sick wtf. The next Morning, my throat felt better. H O O R A Y !

Pray to all gods that i will recover before i leave for Korea in 5 freaking days. Holy moly, still hasn't set in yet but it's coming. Hehehehe. Liquid diet is my best friend now. I miss eating. Lolol.

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So the other day before i fell ill, Friday. I went back to School to have post-internship briefing and also i had quite a deep cut when i was using the damn penknife. Nb, say hi to another new fugly scar on my hand. :(

Anyways, i went to Fairprice at JEM to do some grocery shopping cause i intended to bake cheesecake. I was so excited yet afriad i would buy wrong ingredients and shizz. Like i said before, THE COOK LIFE DON'T CHOSE ME. Pfft. I spent almost an hour walking around searching, googling and asking Eunice whether the ingredient is right or not because she baked it before. She kept claiming it's so darn easy..... It's not. LOL. I even had to double check before i went to pay for the things.

So i started to make the cheesecake with laptop by my side cause i need to read the receipe. I have to read at least twice or thrice to make sure i don't go wrong or mix wrong. I'm clumsy at times so better to be safe, read more than once... #loser

I took about 4/5 hours to complete doing the crust and batter. So long wtf. I was confused for a moment because i was like doing half half which i clearly shouldn't. Idky i did. Can't remember, whatever. Well. The strawberried were cut into hearts cuz i want to make it look lovely. Ahahaha.

So the next Morning I was excited to cut it open till i realised i was sick. Ugh. I was supposed to meet my friends and collect our color run package. I was excited to bring for them to try! :( In the end, sick. My Sister was excited for my cheesecake too. Hahaha. I was so scared it would taste very awful. :( It looks nice but taste is the one that matters after all.....

So after I cut it out for her to try, she gave me critics. 

1. The jelly, i put too much water

2. The batter, slightly sour because i didn't put any icing sugar

3. The crust was slightly wet, i think i put too much butter

Overall, it tasted ok because the jelly was sweet enough to compliment the sour batter and the crust was actually ok just that the side weren't as hard. I give myself a 7/10. Ahahaha.

I can't wait to bake the next batch, which will be after Korea! Hehehe. I wanna try making Nutella flavor too although not a fan of chocolate. I guess my Sissy will love it. 

So hungry, only had watermelons, banana and a piece of wholemeal bread for breakfast... Oh of course water too. Just had another banana. Yay cauze Dad is currently cooking Dinner, salmon, broccoli, carrot. Favouriteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :>

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Selfie on the bus the other day on 157 back home, before some retard decided to sit next to me when there's so many other fucking seats on this empty upper deck. Oh well.

So my Internship has finally ended and i am so free weeeeee. I can't believe 5 months flew by so quickly, it's gonna be 2015 in 4 months. WTF. It's like i only turned 19 yesterday and the next thing i know i'm gonna freaking be 20. Hitting the 2 in my age. This is so surreal like how i'm flying off to Korea on the 1st Sept. wtf wtf wtf. 

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Finally have plans going on tomorrow. Cheers to no more staying home! Hahaha. Can't wait to catch the movie LUCY. Trailer looks so awesome!

Thin lips or luscious lips? None. Cuz my lips are ze best for me. Ok whatever bye!

Muahhhhh xx

It's Friday bitches

'You don’t need a book to tell you how you ought to live your life. You can live your life by whatever philosophy you wish — as long as you found truths that satisfy you.'

Oh yeah! It's finally Friday! I can smell dem weekends in less than 30mins. Muahaha.
Feeling hyped for no apparent reason. I suppose my hormones. Lolol. Anyway, today is pretty much a good day and time flew by. Yay.

Had a good deep sleep although i slpt at 2am last night fml. Totally KO and couldn't wake up. Felt like i died in my dreams. Hahahah.

My dream was ridiculously funny and i found myself woke up giggling, yes the moment i sit up. Why i so funny. HAHAHA. It was like 3 in 1, wtf man. I think that explains about my deep sleep, too occupied with my dream thus i couldn't really wake up.

Recently, i've redownloaded snapchat and thinking back i am glued to snapchat so much that i do it every 5 mins. Hahahaha. But eversince i deleted and no one snapchats me but i've one fan. Ahahahah. Well, better than none. Hohoho.

Ok la, idk what to talk about anymore. Pfft. 8mins to end of work. fyeahhhhh

This is my #ootd shot about 16 years back? I look like a boy and i am aware of it. Hahahaha.

Farewell Dinner and Drinking session later onaround Central area. Yay! Kinda miss that place since it has been months since i hang around there. Time to relax ma mind from work.

Fun times are good times

Shall end of a picture of mini me in crop top bitches. I do wear crop top even before the trend started. Ahahahaha! The person beside is my sister. Hohoho. My Mummy at the back and there is my Uncle. Anyway, my dimples are so deep muahahaha.

Have a pleasant weekends lovelies heh
xx

Love me some mini biceps

 'Instead of wasting time and energy trying to do the impossible, why not do the next best thing? Learn to deal with people as they are in order to get the result you desire. If you can’t change them, then guide them to do as you wish. Otherwise, let them go.'

  Well hello there! It's Monday! No, i'm not excited because it is Monday but it means closer to the last day of my Internship on 21st August! Another 8 days and i'm officially out of here. Time really flies man, I've been here close to 5 months and honestly, it doesn't feel like it at all man.

Personally, I think Internship is scary?  From the working environment to the people to reality basically. I really can't imagine myself being a legit adult and working 5 days a week, 9am-6pm. It just scares me. Right now having my Internship, i already feel like i don't have a life because my Morning and Afternoon are literally taken away from me, i mean my life, cannot be taken back. :'(

As much as i don't wish to think of my future, but just take one step at a time and see what's there for me, it is just not enough and risky. They said, 'if you fail to plan, means you plan to fail', and that is really true. C'mon obviously, i'm concern about my future, i mean in this century who isn't??? Unless you are rich as fuck or talented/gifted as fuck then you probably can relax.

I'm really worried for my next semester. I'm so afriad i won't do well. I wanna do well and it really is my last shot to do well too. So i can't choose at all. It's literally do or die. Why? Because after that, i will be graduating with whatever i scored! Ugh. It is just upsetting to know that it is getting more and more competitive every single fucking day.

As much as i want to go University, the thought of smarter humans out there just bring me down or rather crush me. All i can think of is, 'So what if i did well? It is definitely not enough and there's definitely more humans out there scoring better than me. So how? What do i fucking do? I mean i can't do anything but study. However, it just isn't fucking enough and it just fucking annoys the shit out of me! Dammit fuck my life.' #life

Then when i stress myself with all these bloody future plans, i will tryna chill myself down and say take one step at a time and the whole fucking cycle repeats. Gosh ughhhhh :(

Life or life?

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OK OK OK DONT THINK

So i've been going home straight after work because my running shoes await me. Hahahaha. So this was taken a week back or so, i can't remember. And i actually feel like a different person in some ways..... Do i look different??? I hope i do, i like changes, depends on what though.

So i will selfie before my run if i'm early for my run, yes i usually run at 9pm and no it not early. Hahahaha wtf. Well, i have been quite interested in my own biceps lately. I mean i've been flexing it and looking at it although it is still small and tiny but well, i have to admit it is muscular, to me ok to me. Hmp.

I haven't lift in months and i feel useless. Can't wait to lift me some weights.

Thank god, handstands and pushups to help me tone those little baby bit by bits. Hehehe.

Well, those pictures are my pre run but after my run i will look like shit and sweaty and i love it. LOL. I mean i sweat easily and i really look shit but feels gooooood. Hehehe.

Post #runfie ahahaha

I decided to tgiw this week although i know i've work the next day but i just wanna have a taste of how dead will i feel and look. Probably gonna die at work. Hahahahah. But i think it will be fun. Well, haven't been to tgiw for 5 months soooooo... Hahahaha.

Friday probably gonna be another round too. Weeeee~ Well, people thinks i party every week but no i actually don't... I love my isolated stay home weekends accompanied by my friends or dramas too... There must always be a balance and it fun when you have a balance of both. You will feel that your life is interesting! ;)

Hair i did for work last week or so. Have been wearing my hair up cuz da pink too pink, my heart can't take it.

Tattoos, loving ittttttttt. Still searching. Weeeeeeee~

Pink hair, pink lips

(my friend thought i was naked when i showed this picture... I lmao)

muah

xx