2 dates a day.

So my Saturday went the way it was planned smoothly except in the Morning when my weak mind took over me.

So in the Morning, i had a call from him as requested and i was supposed to head to School to Gym away my Morning and feel all good and satisfied but laziness took over me with the thought of travelling thru and for, so i replied and no to gym and yes, i regretted immediately but still went back to my lalaland. Zzz. Oh well, so i changed my mind and told myself i will just go for a run around my area after 30 more mins of rest and no it didn't work, i snoozed my freaking alarm again and woke up much later but just in time for my afternoon plans.

So i did not have much time to bathe but i still decided to bathe but in a much faster speed cause i want to smell all nice and clean. I'm not saying i was smelly and dirty if i did not decide to bathe. Anyway, had him waiting below for the second time and yes i feel so troublesome. Failed to surprise/scare him thanks to my huge size. PFFFFFFT.

So i bumped into Yiwei while waiting for the bus and he said initially he couldn't recognise me. Oh well, i guess it was the thick ass makeup i put. :( When we boarded the bus, I had a little talk with him because he is now serving NS and yea, i wasn't sure about some things he told me either. In a blink of an eye, Yiwei and JJ became like BFF cause they had common topics to talk about and since he had served finished, Yiwei could use some advice and tricks. I was walking all alone in front of them but it was amusing to see how they clicked so fast with each other. Hahaha.

Brought him to JEM and we settled our Lunch at Lenas. I suddenly thought of the breakfast we had weeks ago and i had the most delicious smoked salmon with pancakes. SO YEAP, i decided on the Pancakes with Smoked Salmon and Scrambled Eggs while he decided on one of my first choices which was Grilled Spicy Chicken. His fungry feeling(which is rare) was there so he suggested to order a pizza to share and since these few days my appetite is like a monster i was fine with it.

Had my main dish and i was literally enjoying while indulging on it although some parts of the pancakes wasn't yummy. Anyway, the 8 inch pizza arrived and i think we had 4 slices each. Hahaha. My stomach is like a bottomless pit that he was shocked by me by the past few times we met.

Anyway, after Lunch we went to The Cathay bcuz i suggested that we go catch I. Frankenstein! So after we bought tickets we still had an hour to spare so we walked around and i was kinda surprised to see Maki-san, the sushi shop there at the basement. Finally tried it. have been searching for it and finally bump into it. Yayerz.

Time past kinda slow omg hahaha. But finally we can enter the theater early. The seats weren't as comfortable as Golden Village lo. Pfft. Anyway, the first 10 mins of the movie i suddenly felt sleepy but luckily i didn't fall asleep. However, when the movie was showing halfway, JJ was either sleepy or got bored by the movie and yea, he dozed off. I was kinda afraid he would snore so i kept checking on him. Hahaha. Overall, i think the movie is not bad, full of actions.

It was around 6pm+ when the movie ended and it's time to bade goodbye with him and go and meet my second date, Cheryl! Dinner was last min cuz she suddenly ended her work earlier. We walked around Somerset and settle Dinner at Cocoichibanya because she was starving. Love the spiciness but their service was... almost pissed me off. I really hate bad services from restaurants, i don't mind yucky food with good/average service but if bad services... It would probably be the last time i will visit the place.

Selfie of me! Hahaha.

After dinner we walked over to Far East Plaza and surprisingly i did some shopping and got myself several items within an hour. I guess i was feeling shoppy. So i made myself a new pair of spectacles and guess what? My degree for both eyes actually went down and i was kinda happy i jumped a little in the shop. HAHAHA OOPS. Anyway, there was a sales going on at this Blogshop and i usually don't shop at those shops but i went to browse through. C'mon there was a sales going on. In the end, i got myself a leather skirt and this beautiful bright yet dull red suede-ish material dress and it was only 10 bucks. Say whut. Totally worth it. I have been wanting to pierce my ears for the longest time too so yeap, 2 holes on ma ears.

It was 10pm already so we made our way to Clarke Quay. Te view was so pretty and the strong wind makes it all better.

Yeap the night was to spend with Cheryl and she wanted to party her day so yes, we went to Attica to get our entry and then headed to the River side to chill and chit chatting for quite long because it was still early to party. So we chatted and it was really nice to talk under such environment so calm and peaceful. Took some pictures because its been long since i have the feel to take in public area. Hahaha whut Mandy whut.

After that we headed over to Dream and coincidentally bumped into Wallen and he was kinda bring an ass to me by saying i'm all mean by not informing i was coming to party. Well, i didn't know he would be partying anyway but i know he was joking away. Hahaha. It was so quite that day. Such a rare sight compared to the past few times i came.

It strikes 12am and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR CHERYL. Although i only know her for a month plus, she really is a good friend and gives me advice when i needed. She's very mature too and i like it! She knows how to joke at times too! Yayerz. Can't wait for more dates with her. :D

Anyway, since it was still early, we went to another place to sit and kinda wait for time to past and also for the rest of her friends to come before we enter. I wasn't feeling excited at all. Guess i'm kinda sick of it already. LOL

Ok more pictures of us. Heh.

It was nearly 1am and everyone reached so the party officially started for us. Headed back to Attica and it was kinda crowded already. Had only 2 cups of drink with minimum alcohol because even her friend was afraid that i would drink too much, again and go all crazy. As i mentioned i wasn't really in the party mood so everything was under control. 

More pictures. Hahaha!

Ok continue. I was waiting alone at a corner when Cheryl went out to fetch more of her friends in and i was feeling a little dancy so i was like dancing all by myself. Finally when she came back we headed to the crowded dance floor and dance away. So squeezy gosh and also funny when you get to observe different people doing different shit. I literally laughed like crazy.

There's like 3 bitches literally taking up the dance floor and just standing there using their damn phones. I was laughing at first then i tried to push them away, for fun and also to help those who wanna dance to have more space. How nice of me. HAHAHA. There's this faggot who keeps coming closer to my group of friends while we were dancing and thank god for my strong elbows i just pushed him away and laugh my ass off again.

Just so you know when i dance, i don't just dance, i will laugh too. Hahaha. #cray

Anyway we switched area and i am so thankful for the friends there especially the ones that took care of me before still as caring as ever. Even if i went toilet she also follows me. :')

It was nearly 3am and i went home first. Had a great night and thank god Cheryl enjoyed herself too.

I HAD A GREAT SATURDAY. xx

It's just the beginning.

Well, i always remind myself to be happy.
To do what makes me happy.
Don't let anyone or anything affect me no matter what.

But now i'm not able to be that anymore. I cannot be selfish and full of myself.
I need to think for others. I need to learn to risk and sacrifice certain things.
This is easy yet tough.
I'm trying my best though.
I'm not good with words but i will try to understand their feelings.

I will try my best to understand you. I will give whatever i have and take whatever there is. I might not be fully satisfied but i choose to believe it will all be worth it at the end of the day. But if it turns out otherwise, at least i know i will have no regrets because i'm glad i gave my all willingly and i will just take that it as a lesson learnt.

I agreed to start so i have to and need to make sure it's all worthwhile and i believe everything that is happening now will be over soon. We know it's just a matter of time. Time. Time is so precious and important. I want everything to work. I can sacrifice all my time. but how long can i take it?

Just when i thought it all ended for good, turns out i was actually wrong.

What a Monday.

This morning i woke up feeling all good. When the alarm went off i only lazed on the bed for a good 5 mins before i got off. Well, usually i will sleep back after the alarm goes off which leads to me being late for classes or skipping them. Anyway, i had a nice breakfast before i headed for school.

The public transports came within 5 mins and i didn't have to squeeze like crazy when i board the train. YAY. Every morning, i hope to not squeeze in the train bcuz i don't want my morning to be all sweaty and warm bcuz it will affect my mood and i don't like it at all. I was on time for class and my lecturer was late. *punch fist into the air* Lessons are more free and easy now bcuz we are given the time to finish up our projects since this semester is a short one and there's nothing more to teach by the lecturer. Despite a short 6 weeks semester, i just checked my attendance ytd and i am likely to receive a warning letter even though it's just the 3rd week of school. Hahaha fml.

The class at 1pm ended at 1.20pm bcuz it was just presentation by a group. So yea, kinda waste of time and effort walking to class or maybe i'm just lazy. Monday classes are always the longest bcuz it starts at 9am and ends at 6pm. I always dread 3pm class bcuz it is 3 hours long but the lecturer allows us to do anything and still make sure we do our tutorials which i did, of course. Another thing to add is bcuz he has never ended at 6pm! Yay or yay? Hahaha.

So in the morning it was so windy and cooling and i think bcuz of that, i kinda caught a cold in the afternoon. Started sneezing nonstop and my mucus started to run nonstop. Clement even got shocked that i finished 2 packets of tissue and that kinda shocks me bcuz i finished 1 tissue box before so what is 2 packets of tissue?

Anyway, i skipped dance training cuz i know i will feel all cranky and my flu will definitely worsen. So i went home straight after class and bcuz it was peak hour, the crowd is crazy. I even hafta wait about 3mins before i can take the stairs down to the tapout area. Pfft.

Since i didn't attend dance and Monday i'm suppose to sweat, i decided to go for a run but i didn't cuz i dozed off on the chair and by the time i woke up i was feeling all lazy and nope i didn't get ma ass off.

What i had for breakfast was what i had for dinner. Gosh it gets boring when u have too much peanut butter bread. It's delicious but... nah.  I took my medication and by the time it was 11pm i wsa feeling floaty already thanks to the flu medicines. I was trying my best to do some work but my eyes don't give chance at all so i quickly did my daily night workout and then went to crash. I know i will have a good deep sleep bcuz the flu medication i took always does that to me.

Not a typical Saturday

Besides Friday, the second day of the week i'm looking forward was Saturday. Well, not just because it was the weekends but i get to spend with someone special. Anyway, #cheatsunday changed to #cheatsaturday. This post is gonna get me hungry.

Anyway, we went to Dhoby Ghaut to settle our fungry tummy! I was like starving omg. So i had my virgin Carl's Junior meal and it was worth it! The patty is so juicy i can't even. Their fries was so delicious especially with the method he taught me how to eat, it almost taste like Jagabee. After i was done, i realised i kinda messed up the area and then i realised their slogan was, 'It's gonna get messy'. Gosh i'm feeling hungry thinking about it............

Well after a satisfying and filling Lunch, it was time to walk around. There was nothing much around Plaza Sing so we walked from there to Mandarin Gallery. It sounded so far but actually we took like 15 mins to reach or maybe bcuz i wasn't alone. Hahaha. The wind was so strong that he was trying to walk in the direction that it wouldn't mess his hair up. Hahaha.

We walked a lot so 3 hours later we were at Takashimaya and c'mon, we all know the Basement do sells a lot of yummy food and i was attracted to the mini sausage buns and it comes in 5. It tasted so nice but too bad he said he was still very full from Lunch so i kinda had all 5 to myself while he just stood there with random giggling and see me indulged happily. 

You know along orchard road, there's those old school ice cream push carts sold by those uncles and aunties, yeap i bought yam ice cream right after i had the mini sausages buns. I finished it within 5 mins bcuz i wanted to check out Topman. When we reached the women's level, we started to laugh bcuz all the guys were like hogging on the seats while waiting for their girl(friends) to shop. Well, he kinda accompanied me throughout while i browse thru and giving me opinions on the clothes i picked out. I became Ba Zhang for a moment bcuz we came across this fitting tube curvy dress. Hahaha! Hesitated to whether purchase this see thru top but ite i didn't get it. 

Well, otw to H&M we were trying to walk with the wind again hahaha. I was having the shopping feeling when i stepped into H&M so i bought 2 items and finally owned a reddish-orangy dress. Whooooop. Out of nowhere we talked about mahjong and suddenly we both were craving for it although he's was way much stronger. We went to get his favourite drink from Smoothie King and i kind drink like half. Oops.

Before dinner time, we went to Cold Storage to buy sushi since we weren't that hungry yet. My love for sushi. I can't explain. We walked to Cuppage and wanted to have gyoza which he said it is very nice but it was so packed. So booo i didn't get to try but i will come back for it! So he managed to find his friends so we have enough people to play mahjong. He was like skipping with joy man! 

We had quite a long train ride back and so many funny things happened on the train. Well, besides my feet was kinda tired and i didn't manage to get a seat. Tsktsk. Since, we didn't have dinner, and i wasn't very hungry yet i still bought peanut butter waffle. Omg so yummy, gotta love peanut butter man.

I was so shy when the friends arrived like gosh so not me but slowly i kinda talk more as we play mahjong. His friends was indeed funny! Nice companies. Well, his Dad was sweet enough to offer us apples. My stomach was feeling hungry by then already. Oh, did i mention that he was actually shocked by me bcuz i managed to finished the mini sausage buns and the yam ice cream. Well, he only told me when we were sitting at a place eating our sushi. Hahaha. 

After the game, we had supper at Leban HK Cafe, I ordered Potatoe with corned beef and eggs. Besides, the amount of oil, oh my goodness it was really very yummy!!! The butter condensed milk toast was yumz too! After supper, we chit chatted and our conversations were pretty interesting. Late night talks are just so calming and nice to have.

Separated ways with his friends and we kinda walked to this place he usually chills at. It was so peaceful though not as windy compared to my alone spot. There's like bats flying above us literally and he was kinda afraid. Hahaha! The moon was shining so brightly and we were like challenging to see who can spot the stars. Well, it was fun...

It was a great day spend with you. xx

Happy day!

Today was an extremely cheerful and happy day for me.
The moment i woke up i was feeling quite relieved, even though i was late for school. Hahaha. But that's not the point. The whole journey from home to school, i was feeling all happy and peaceful. Even the transportation waiting time took less than 5 mins to arrive. Eveything just seems so right!

When i reached school, it was time for project and usually i will be all whiny and reluctant to do shit but surprisingly, i just did those shit that i was supposed to do. Well, i didn't complete it but at least i started on some shit. Good start yo. (Even blogging i still feel all happy and chirpy!)

Lunch time is always entertaining with the homies. Since i was feeling extra happy i was like making all sort of jokes i can. Besides that, Clement was like showing off how he can afford to buy TikTak even though he went grocery shopping with his Mom. Pfftttt hahaha. Anyway, i taught him how to take the sweet correctly and he was amazed! After that Clement, KC and i were fooling and joking around. Laughed quite hard at Clement's retard expression too.

Attended the last class and i never once paid attention man. It is so boring and i kept dozing off. I tried to code some shit out but failed miserably, well maybe because i didn't give in much effort. Ooops. Texting non stop recently that Clement is annoyed or maybe he is just jealous that my attention is not much on him now. HAHAHA.

Hit the gym when class ended and it was the only thing i was looking forward to today! Well, even though today i don't have Sam's company but nonetheless i had a great gym session with myself! I was like smiling and motivating myself throughout too. I guess happy made me less tired too!

Heading home is never alone now and dinner was Dad's chicken soup which not only is my day made but my tummy is happy along too!

I will do anything to feel this happy man! :)

New Year, 2014.

It is finally a brand new year and every year just past faster and faster. Is like 2013 just started yesterday and BAM today is 2014 already. 

Well i don't really know how to sum up my 2013 in a word or a blogpost because so much things had happened. I did look back on the things i have done and those i regretted because i didn't. Of course, on myself too, what i changed and not. 

Well i can safely say that December is the month i experienced many new things and partly because i started clubbing very often. Not trying to show off anything but i didn't expect that clubbing had me see things clearer. I'm not really referring to what i do in the club but i pretty much understand and relate why do people club and also get to know my friends better like literally, regardless whether is good or bad or whether they club or not. I also get to know myself better and i did question myself more than i usually do. I really didn't expect i would get to know my friends and myself better, really. I always thought clubbing was just a place to party and enjoy. A place where u get high from the alcohols, full of laughter by yourself and from your friends by the jokes they said or dance moves they did, and also surrounded by the loud ass songs the DJ plays to hype up the freakin' crowd. 

Anyway, since school is starting i am ought to stop because i really need to focus on my studies for real and also my Dad said i have to stop since he allowed me to club pretty hard during December and i am kinda grateful that my parents aren't strict as hell. Yay.

I kick start off my New Year by having a good lunch with Ben and Thian Soon who came sooooo late! The service was kinda bad though. Anyway, we took our time and talked throughout the lunch. When we were done we walked around the malls and we were still chatting non stop. Hahaha. When we settled down to have some dessert. That's the part when we laugh even harder and crazier with all the illustrations we used when talking. Pretty glad that most of my friends are funny and lame, just creates so much laughter and i love to laugh because it just makes me happy. 

So in the night, i had a club date at Zouk with my babe who just came back from Bali. I was already hoping way before today that the same shit wouldn't happen to us again since we are meeting on the same day and venue. But things don't always go your way and it happened. Fuck hahaha. Well, although it happened but this time round it was different. It was kinda shocking and pleasant at the same time by the things i heard. It is so unexpected and silly yet funny. 

Nonetheless, i had a great night talking and understanding the other.