Despite sleeping at around 5am+ last night after i was back from Zouk, i was still able to woke up at around 11am+. I guess it is because i felt that something was bothering me and that something was not pleasant and i was hoping what i thought was wrong. But no...
I woke up and felt hungry so i cooked my same ol' pasta for Brunch. That unpleasant issue happened just right after my day in the club. Thinking back, everytime after i club the next day something bad will happened to me and i thought to myself is it really me? Am i really the problem? I asked one of my friends and she kinda agreed...
I really don't know why man... I still think it is my fault, regarding what i did or what he saw. I lost my appetite halfway and i just can't stop thinking about what went wrong. As much as i wasn't 100% sober from last night, i was still aware of what i did. Well, since i was able to came out of Zouk alone, i believe i was still sober enough. I tried so hard to recall about last night from the moment i was at Zouk but i just can't think of any shit! Maybe i missed out some details but, i just can't recall any shit and it frustrates the fuck outta me!!!
I just hate this. I talked to my friend and she tried to convince me that it is not my fault but it all happened after last night and i was the only one that drank, i believe, so the only possibility of this happening again, is me again! Me fucking this shit up again. Fucking things up and me just rhymes so well at times... I just can't stop thinking.
Even when i was bathing, the water from shower rose wasn't entirely water running down my cheeks... My eyes were looking kinda red too and i knew it wasn't good at all since i have a Timbre date with my group of friends on that day... Well, thank god i have some standard makeup skills to cover them up by darkening my eyes. It worked pretty well.
So on my way there, I almost burst out but i tried to control them. I knew i gotta try to act all normal because my normal self is all bubbly and cheerful. I tried, i really did but i just couldn't bring myself to that and i felt so bad... Well, smiling wasn't a problem and i still tried to talk just not as much. I was just quiet that day and they felt it. Fml.
We walked from Cityhall to Timbre and the peaceful night was just great to stroll alone... We reached Timbre but i had to go to the toilet to calm emotional self. Tried to check my eyes and make a call but it didn't get through her. So i just stood alone there for a moment to just breathe and relax my almost-gonna-explode mind.
I went to my seat and luckily it was at the side. Since i was there the first time, the ordering of food was done by them so i just sat there and try to strike a conversation with some... They also realised i was exceptionally quiet and questioned me so i just gave excuses that i clubbed quite late the previous night and didn't have enough sleep, which was partly true.
So the food came quite fast and most of us started to dig in since most of us were famished. They ordered 3 duck pizzas, 1 chicken buffalo pizza, 2 truffle fries. The duck was pretty yummy and the meat was tender to chew on. Same goes for the chicken buffalo pizza, it was yummy and the meat was tender too but i thought the taste wasn't enough. The chips, i believe that was spread on top of the duck pizzas was so sinful. But i just continue eating them... The truffle fries were also my first time eating them and i thought they tasted like shiitake mushroom fries while Darren thought they tasted like some wasabi fries. Hahaha. Fries... another sinful dish but i just ate them.
The food were kinda split into 2 since we were a big group. We just continue eating while some were chatting. There were live band playing too, called, 'Common People', if i didn't remember wrongly, and they were pretty good too. They were very entertaining and some of their jokes were funny. Just what i needed most, to laugh. They sang birthday songs for some customers and even made fun of them, jokingly of course. Great company to have at Timbre. The songs were quite good too since they sang it with their own style added to it. :)
I was kinda entertained by them most of the time. I was feeling kinda thirsty and their menu which was on an Ipad is at the other end of the table and the wire wasn't long enough to pull till my end so i had to google the menu. So i wanted something sweet and i ordered Lychee Martini.
It came shortly after. The pizzas were almost finishing by then and Cheryl said there were still another Seafood pizza which haven't came so turns out i guess we didn't clicked on the iPad so we forget about it. Since we were able to request for songs that we wanted to listen, she asked me to type in so i did, 'Where's our seafood pizza? :(' but it didn't appear on the screen because i assume they didn't approve. Lol.
So we were just chilling, enjoying and entertained by the band through the night while our food were digesting. I thought there were no more orders but suddenly there came a plate if buffalo wings and it was not bad lo. It felt kinda normal and not that spicy like they said.
So we just stayed a little longer till it was about 10pm+ then we decided to call the bill and surprisingly it wasn't that expensive at all. I thought it will be $40+ but it's less than $30. So we decided to walk slowly along Clarke Quay and we came across this street which was my first time. It's like a street with pubs, seafood restaurants and some cafes along the street.
So finally after a long walk we reached Clarke Quay MRT Station and i took the train alone towards Outram while the rest took towards Dhoby Ghuat. So yea, that pretty much how my day went...
P/S: All pictures are taken from Google
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