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Gonna be all emotional... Oh well. This blogpost is still gonna be a good one!

So on Wednesday, i had a club date with my fellow SDZ mates @ Zouk which was planned 2 weeks ago before the last week of exam. While in the midst of planning, i have heard from several friends of mine who are also gonna be there on the same day and so i kinda guess that it's gonna be a crowded night. Since most of the people are having their last paper on Wednesday too, so it's kinda like quote, 'it's like you're going to School'.

So i was supposed to wake up early but these days i've been waking up slightly later than usual about 11am-12pm, which is kinda bad cause i could have spent my Morning doing something... Boo... So i already had in mind what to have for Breakfast, ok in this case Brunch, the night before i fall asleep. I was feeling kinda excited and hungry before going to bed. Hah.

Got my fat ass off the bed and wash up myself before preparing my very own Brunch. As much as i hate the aftermath of cleaning and washing up after making my own meals, the process of making is actually quite satisfying and peaceful.

So i started off by boiling the eggs cause i needed hard boiled eggs to go well with the smoked salmon i had. It took about 15-20 mins to get them boiled so meanwhile, i went to sliced the smoked salmon and strawberries. After i was done, i went to spread the peanut butter all nice and thick(acceptable) before placing the sweet and very slight sour strawberries on top of it and 1 bread is DONE! 

By the the time, i finished i checked on the eggs and it was also cooked too since i prepared my first bread very slow and steadily. Peeled the eggs and mashed it up into smaller pieces with a fork till it was in a good size before i spread them evenly on the other slice of my wholemeal bread. I placed the smoked salmon directly above and then added more eggs above to top it off. Done!!! It was ready to eat but no, i decided to take a picture to show off on instagram before indulging them deliciously. 

After i was done with Brunch, i had to clear the mess of course. Headed back to my room and I wanted to use this IPL machine for my leg hair, yes i have leg hair la. But in the midst of plugging the wire in, it kinda stuck and i was so scared, i tried to calm down because it is all well, i just needed to pull the plug out to make sure it's alright. But when i did, one of the plug fucking broke... !@#!%#$&(^%

I was so pissed with myself and i tried to fixed back, i managed to do so but the wire is obviously broken already so even if it fits the hole, it doesn't really matter at all. Fuck my fucking life man. I swear i was very frustrated with myself. I don't know how to explain or tell my Sister at all man... Yes it doesn't belongs to me, so clumsy at times, i wanna punch the shit outta my fucking self.

I was really excited to use it but fuck i haven't even started, i already fucking spoiled it. UGH! I haven't inform my Sister yet cause she wasn't back from cruise yet. Gonna ask my Dad where am i able to find such plug and hopefully there is which i think there is.

Thinking about it still pissed myself off man. !@$%^&* Spent so much time taking it out and reading the instruction books but one mistake and i had to keep it back... So i kinda screamed at myself before keeping the machine back. I tried to play a few good songs to cool myself down. I chilled awhile on the floor before i did my daily workouts that i found on Twitter.

It looks simple but the number of rep is what makes it tough and satisfying! Probably not gonna share because i don't think anyone gives a damn. Lol. So after doing 5 reps, with 10-15 seconds rest in between, i cooled myself down and down some water.

By then it was already nearly 8pm and i was feeling kinda hungry. Since i was home alone, and there's salmon in the fridge i decided to try the second time to pan-fried my salmon. I was really scared i will fail again but whatever. I did it anyway. 

Before, my workout i already decided to cook my Aglio Olio wholemeal pasta and there were cherry tomatoes so i added some in. I honestly dislike tomatoes in the past but i don't know what happened, i started eating them and they don't really taste that bad actually. Hah. When the pasta was done, i placed them aside before going ahead with my salmon.

I prepared the seasoning, salt + pepper. and place the salmon on it, both side. Poured about 3-4 table spoon of olive oil before i threw the salmon in. Ok, i didn't really throw. I was afraid the oil will be like splattering all over but luckily it didn't. I knew i was one step closer. Lol. I let it cook on all sides for a few mins but when it was like 60% cooked, the inside of the salmon was still kinda raw so i had to sliced it into smaller pieces to let it cook inside. I was kinda scared i would ruined my precious salmon when i sliced them up into smaller pieces, like it will be cooking too fast then got overcooked or some shit. Fortunately, it didn't happened and i took them out and placed on the plates with the sucking oil tissue. 

It wasn't really oily, thankfully, just nice i can say. I tried it out and it was DELICIOUS. :') I was really shocked that i kinda shouted, 'Omg yay!!!' I placed it with my pasta which was like 50% not that hot already. Lol. Took a picture and show it off on Instagram again. Lol. This time round i was eating extra pleasantly and i was indulging in the salmon slowly... Ahhh... When i looked at the time when i was done with Dinner, i was kinda running late already so i quickly so the dishes, gosh this time round have more to do... :/

I quickly get my ass to the shower and came out, dolled myself up and my eyeliner was actually fine and even but i accidentally blinked my left eye which has a mild lid and i kinda smudged it. Fml. My eyeshadow was on already so i couldn't really wipe much so i decided to apply another thin layer to both of my eyes and it was as perfect as before. Pfft. I had no time to re do anyway so i just let it be and the club will be dark anyway. Lol.

As seen from the picture, the eyeliner is not well done. Pfffft... Well, a bold red lipstick is always my best friend to make everything look good, in my opinion. After i boarded the train, i felt something unusual on me and i kinda felt my back and checked and guess what? My freaking bra strap hook snapped. No my boobs didn't grow, i supposed it's my body. Fuck. I immediately gave that, '-____-' face and tried to take it out, sneakily, train was kinda empty and i was sitting at the side too... Tried not to let it bother me although i felt a little insecure and uncomfortable.

I reached Tiong Bahru and went to meet my dear Hillary who reached on time, chit chatted and i was kinda confused for a moment which bus to take but luckily i wasn't wrong. We went to find the rest and went to queue straight before getting some alcohol. So the queue was surprisingly short. We went in and some of them put their bags and we left for Holiday Inn.

It was our first time buying alcohol from there so we basically literally followed where the crowd headed to. There's another queue again. Lol. We bought a bottle + 2 mixers to share among 7 people because we didn't really want to drink much. 

Headed to the blue bridge and we had a cup each before playing game. The game was call '007 Bang', it really is fun when you play at a fast speed, mix it up with a little alcohol in us makes everything better and funnier. My alcohol level wasn't really good to start off with so halfway through i started laughing and getting kinda blur so i knew i can't drink anymore.

We took a break while Hillary went to fetch Reagan. I left them awhile to find Xiaonard and Patrick too, they were like holding a bottle of sprite lolol. I tried to sober up abit, chatted awhile before heading back to my clique and of course they wanted to know them so i introduced them before they left.

Just nice, Hillary and Reagan is back and yay, everyone is here so we had to take a group shot before continuing with the game.

Played for like 10 mins more and polices came to chase us away, i was laughing super loudly and screaming. While walking, i saw Fap so i went to say hi + a drink. Lol. We went to the road paths there to continue our games until we finished our drinks and went in to the dance floor. It was quite packed by then and we tried to find a place to dance. 

When we found, Hillary said she has member so we went up and yay we didn't have to squeeze. Cherie and Reagan was still all sober and everything. Boo... Good drinkers i supposed. Halfway through, i went to find my homies and i accompanied Jiahao to the smoking area first before he agreed to bring me to the dancefloor. What man, smokes everywhere leh. He was done and yay, found the clique and started to dance more. 

Halfway through dancing, i was pulled by someone and i was utterly shocked. I don't know what should i do but to follow. I eventually got pushed away to be with my friends and i suddenly felt so sad i went to the toilet to cry. I wasn't really that sober with such atmosphere floating around. I tried to find him but i couldn't so i sat outside Zouk alone and bumped into a few ladies who kept asking i was alright or not since i was alone sitting... So sweet of them. Eventually, xiaonard came and find me and i still couldn't figure it out so i decided to find him again but when i questioned him, he seems so pissed and i remembered that stare he gave me... I was so scared, i swear. That stare was really... i kinda ran off, i was sorry to shake xiaonard off even though he was concern. I went to the bus stop almost crying... I think i'm a fucking nuisance. That's all i can't continue anymore...