A brand new day and it is filled with some plans. I was hoping it would take my mind off that matter, 1 by 1. Just a little more time and i believe i will be good.
I'm back in School on a Saturday because there was Project X meeting. Unkle brief us about this year's Project X plan or schedule and it seems to be more exciting than last year. Well duh, gotta improve every year. Hahaha.
So it was nice seeing my batch gathered although not everyone was there. So my batch got the chance to learn funkstyle and i've always wanted to learn some waacking techniques and yes, i signed up for that! :) I can't wait for the class to start although i don't know which alumni was teaching since i never heard that name before. Hahaha. I do waack at home sometimes because home is the only place no one will judge for, 'step waack only', and shit like this. LOL.
So after the briefing, some of us went to FC4 Studio because we or rather I haven't dance for like ages. Hahaha. It feels good to be back to dance especially when you are feeling angry or sad or happy, etc. It helps a lot and relieve your mind. It's like i went for my run or done a great workout!
Feel good to dance and sweat quite a bit, felt that i grew fatter though. Lolol. Fmfl. Anyway, stayed back with Larry and we kinda chatted up. Hahaha. It felt quite nice to having someone in the same situation. :) Well, like we both know, we just need some times.
So we went to T11A to find the rest who were still having their training. My contact lenses suddenly decided to be a bitch. !$@!%@#( What's worst i have no solution but thank god Reagan saved my eye. Hahaha. Stayed a little while and decided to go home because i was kinda hungry.
Initially i was suppose to run an hour but after i ran to Anna's block to pass her the long belated Christmas's Present, we suddenly chatted for about 45 mins fml... Hahaha. A nice catch up although she mainly talked about her Saturdays. Lolol. So i just sprinted home from her block and since it was getting late and my stomach was growling i just did a 45 mins workout under my block.
While i sprint home, my timing was quite fast actually, ran along the road instead of the pathway because it was too mainstream. Hahaha. So as i was reaching my house, my speed gets faster and faster and i think that goes to my emotional level and i suddenly just literally burst out crying. It was kinda funny because this is the first time happening to me. Well, sat down and calmmed myself down. Even called Eunice cause i just needed to talk to someone...
Continue with my workout after that and i tried to do my handstand, it was still there but i kinda fell on my back twice and just lay for a moment before getting up, felt like a starfish. Hahaha. After i was done, headed home for dinner because i was hungry.
Rest awhile and have a good shower before i head to JCube to meet Fap and Daven to catch a movie. It's been months since we met up because we got separated form our year 1 class. Boo... Catched the 300: Rise of an Empire.
There was alot of talking throughout the start of the movie man. Omg... The action parts was not bad lo. When coming towards the ending, Daven told me this is the part 2 and i was like, 'WHAT?!', because i thought it was solely a movie, no wonder the starting and ending felt incomplete. -_-
They rushed for their train after while i waited for my bus home... I decided to have some time alone so i went to the overhead bridge. I was all alone with the wind and the noise of the vehicles driving past. It was nice yet not... Probably one of my days where i spent nearly 2 hours crying my eyeballs out. Hahaha. I almost died too because my mucus was all stuck and i couldn't really breathe... The tears just literally flow non stop. All i hope was that i could get a hug from you but i know i was dreaming. Hah.
It was nearly 2am so i tried to calm myself down before heading home because my Dad was still freaking awake.... Luckily i wore my spectacles so it kind hide those swollen red eyes. I went back to my room and off the lights, hoping to force myself to sleep but my emotional side just took over me that night... Cry non stop. Sigh. I was lucky that my Sister wasn't hope yet or else i would have suffocate and died. Lol.
The next morning to found out i woke up with super swollen eyes from all the crying i did from last night. #pufferfisheyes
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