I like you or I love you?

'Everyone is allowed to experience the full range of human emotion.'

When I say I like you, I am telling you that the first impression i have on you is nice. On top of that, I indirectly think we can get along well if we ever hang out in the future and this apparently means I wish to hang out with you. 

So let’s say we started hanging out and chats frequently. I like it and i also hope you feel the same way. This means I am getting to know you better than before and probably am feeling comfortable being myself since we are still hanging together. 

P/S: I don’t like going out with people who ask me to keep my mouth shut, in other words DOESN’T ALLOWED ME TO BE MYSELF. You can kindly go fuck yourself.

Anyway, back to topic. Let’s say we started dating and it’s been going on for quite a while means I really like you and I want you to tell me the same too. Not just, ‘I really like you’, I also want to hear you saying that you’re comfortable to be with me. Because if you're not feeling comfortable, you hafta tell me and we gotta stop since it is unfair to both parties. I will miss you but i won't force you cause i personally don't like it too.

Let’s say there’s a time regardless I was sober or not, I told you that I love you.....

Yes, I know those three words are like, Da bomb. Heavenly. Godly. Whatever you name it, i don't really care.

My point is, when any single soul out there that says those three words to someone, other than telling you that they are deeply or genuinely in love with you. The second reason is because that soul there really likes you a lot and feels so comfortable with you that he/she is able to say those three words to you naturally. Naturally. No force. No gun pointing to the head. No truth nor dare. 

How should the other party react? Happy or Sad? Yes, i know some will feel conflicted because you don't if they really meant it or not, right? Of course, there's many different views but i'm talk for myself so yea. Don't freaking argue with me. C'mon, i will box you. Ahahaha.

In my case, i don't really know what love is because i've never experience or really truly felt. But then again since i've never truly felt and experience it, what i felt and that moment might be love and i still wouldn't know, right? Fuck this complication. Ahaha.

Back to those three words.

Let's say you doubt those words and get your feelings all messed up because of those three words i said to you.

I mean why? Just why? WHY?

Shouldn't one feels happy? Just happy. No other interrupted thoughts. It is not easy to get someone to said these words to you. It really is not easy to hear those words. I get that from my friends though BUT. Ok, i don't wanna digress.

So yea. Why would you doubt those three words coming out from my mouth? I mentioned above, it just came out naturally. WHY WOULD I FREAKING FORCE MYSELF TO SAY THINGS I DON’T WISH TO?

Why can't you just live in that moment? After all what happened in that moment and why i said those words were true. Even if i have alcohol in me, my mind still speaks whatever it is meant to be told to you but i was just too scared to say. So i think i need to thank those booze actually. But too bad. You didn't appreciate what happened in that moment but doubt the shit outta me. 

I really like you and i love you. I think emotionally wise, it is roughly the same. 

Alright.

Let’s say I said, I like you instead of I love you. Would you doubt? I mean is still a 'L' word after all, no? 

I personally also think is not really possible because I love you is easier to say them out compared to i like you.

WAIT.

This still doesn’t change the fact that it came out naturally even though it is easy to be said!

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To conclude, 

In my opinion. I personally think that i love you is similar to i like you. The difference is that, you say i like you to people you sorta just met and you say i love you to people you're comfortable to be with already. My theory. Hah. Suck diz.

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I honestly don’t know what the main point of this post is because everything that is typed out here just came out naturally. My mind was speaking in silence to my fingers and BAM, i've got a post up! ahahaha! Cool or koolz?

Go fuck yourself. Ahahaha. I like you, i love you. Am i confusing? I don't know bye.

Kisses to you baby xx