Well, i always remind myself to be happy.
To do what makes me happy.
Don't let anyone or anything affect me no matter what.
But now i'm not able to be that anymore. I cannot be selfish and full of myself.
I need to think for others. I need to learn to risk and sacrifice certain things.
This is easy yet tough.
I'm trying my best though.
I'm not good with words but i will try to understand their feelings.
I will try my best to understand you. I will give whatever i have and take whatever there is. I might not be fully satisfied but i choose to believe it will all be worth it at the end of the day. But if it turns out otherwise, at least i know i will have no regrets because i'm glad i gave my all willingly and i will just take that it as a lesson learnt.
I agreed to start so i have to and need to make sure it's all worthwhile and i believe everything that is happening now will be over soon. We know it's just a matter of time. Time. Time is so precious and important. I want everything to work. I can sacrifice all my time. but how long can i take it?
Just when i thought it all ended for good, turns out i was actually wrong.
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